When I was 14 years old, I met my bloke that I am now with. I randomly met him whilst i was sat on a bench outside a church with my friend, he walked by and my mate said one of those line 'my mates thinks your fit'. we then got talking. from then for roughly a month we spent a hell of a lot of time together, id go round where he was living in a hostel, we'd smoke a bit of weed n just chill out.
there was one slight problem i told him i was 17 years old (he was 21 then). at the time i wasn't getting on particularly well with my mum, i was always running away n she'd ring the police declaring me as a missing person. it wasn't 2 long and id stayed at charlies one night. the next day the police knocked on the door, i hid under the bed, the police found me and told him my real age.
he soon after moved to Chippendale which was about 10 miles from where i was living. i seen him a couple of times but the police also came for me at his flat over there.
my mum thought it was best that i went and lived with my dad in derby, so i went there for a week n ran back to be with charlie. my dad came back to get me n take me back up north but a week after i ran back again.
to my upset, charlie had got fed up of all the trouble with the police and he didnt want to get in2 trouble for sleeping with a minor.
i was devastated i really loved him and i thought he loved me but dont think he did really back then. constantly id listen to our song, MAROON 5 - SHE WILL BE LOVED, and cried non stop. the last time i called him, he was swimming and then a girl came on the phone, i knew then it was over.
i never forgot him but i moved on.
i then went on to meet Chris who i was with 2 n half years (i then realised what real love was lol).
whilst i was with him, i went to Chippendale with a friend n decided to knock on his door, but he'd moved out.
anyways when me and chris split up i was on the social network called bebo when i randomly searched his name on there. there was loadsa people under his name with no pictures so i randomly added the one on the top of the list. i didnt hear nothing back n he never confirmed my friendship so i assumed it wasnt him.
roughly about 5 months later he added me n started asking question, it turnt out it was him, i was sooo excited, i just could not believe it. i thought id neva see him or talk to him again. he phoned me straight away i started actually believin it was him after hearing his cockney accent.we constantly texted each other. we arranged to meet up roughly week after but when the Saturday came he never texted or anythin so nor did i, i was gonna show him i wasn't like what i used to be n i certainly werent a mug that let blokes stitch me up. so i started not to text him that much so we literally just spoke on the internet, same ol same ol - how u doin darlin blah blah lol. he obviously apologised for stitching me up n explained he'd only just split up with sum1 who he was also with for 2 n half years who he wasn't over.
anyways a couple of years passed n finally we decided to meet, it was his birthday on the 24th september this year and i went down to London for the weekend after as he was having a barbecue at his mums house as he was back living with her in London.
i was so nervous, id never felt the way i did when i was traveling down from derby to london. i was excited but absolutely shittin myself to be quite honest.
i went down on the friday n was sposed to been coming back on the Sunday but we had such a nice time i stayed down til the Wednesday. it was lovely we talked about what we'd been doin in all the years we'd lost contact, we'd both bin thru a hell of a lot since then, we laughed, we giggled n we slept together loads of times. it was so nice, it wasnt the norm we was actually making love. i met all of his family n friends. unfortunately i had to leave and come back to derby, we both weren't happy with being in a long distance relationship as we didn't fink it would work. i was prepared to move to london and give up everything in derby so charlie decided to move up ere. at 1st i wasnt 100% sure if he actually would move up.
but 2 weeks after i left London he got the coach up here with all his stuff and moved into the place i was living (in a shared house) it was very strange for me goin from being on my own for roughly 2 years to straight into a relationship livin with someone n always being with them. i just really hope it all works
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